Tuesday, September 17, 2024

When I'm Walking, I'm Talking

A dimly lit porch on a weirdly hot autumn night; empty places I’ve been

Trains cutting the silence of night and chugging along in the dark

Going for miles and disappearing

Lights trailing off

Hanging outside of buildings and outlines of shadows



The burning desire to feel its solitude

The bleak quiet beckoning

Just for some silence

An ethereal solitude

Driving aimlessly in the dark but I don’t know what for


A time of patience, wondering along sleepy houses, and alongside the restless

Thinking of being somewhere else even when I’m around others, where, I don’t know




The stars of yesterday, the thoughts of today; dreams in the heads of others

Heat of the day, cool of the night; clouds of tomorrow

The remnant of another’s thought

Anxieties of yesterday are a curious blot on a trivia card

The life of today taken for granted

Dreams of things no longer tangible to the recollection

Another momentary conversation


The silence forces me to look around and contemplate it’s wordless reproach

The death of a dream personified in our expectations and aspirations influenced by the flesh

We truly face ourselves when those expectations fail us

Our actions are a reflection of ourselves which we cannot deny

Enjoy life for God’s sake and ask nothing more out of it but ask that of God.





Be faithful; die forgotten to man but known to God


''Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies’’ – The Shawshank Redemption (1994)


Tuesday, August 27, 2024

For Reasons I Cannot Explain


''I am following the river

Down the highway..







She comes back to tell me she's gone

As if I didn't know that

As if I didn't know my own bed

As if I'd never noticed

The way she brushed her hair from her forehead..



And she said losing love

Is like a window in your heart

Everybody sees you're blown apart

Everybody sees the wind blow..




And my traveling companions

Are ghosts and empty sockets

I'm looking at ghosts and empties..







For reasons I cannot explain

There's some part of me wants to see'' 


- Paul Simon, Graceland (1986)



 Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded. - James 4:8

Tuesday, August 13, 2024

5 Reflections on Ecclesiastes

5 Reflections on Ecclesiastes [1]
by Christopher Keller 

1. Philosophy and its Limitations

The American Heritage dictionary [2] has a rather overly simplistic definition of “philosophy” as: “a basic theory of a particular subject” and in the pages of the book of Ecclesiastes we read of King Solomon, the third Israelite King, endowed with supernaturally gifted abilities of wisdom [3] (1 Kings ch 3), reflecting upon his own rule, under the divine inspiration of God, articulates a philosophy of human life.

This simple conception of philosophy is to be contrasted with the more precise, and perhaps more familiar, definition as a “speculative inquiry concerning the source and nature of human knowledge” [4]. To this end, Ecclesiastes exhausts the speculative and concludes that the objectivity of God and his character, as revealed in the scriptures (Eccl 1:13, 26, 3:13-17, 5:7, 6:2, 7:14, 18, 29, 8:12-17, 9:1, 11:5, 9, 12:7, and 13 [5]), is the true source and nature of not only human but all knowledge.

But more precisely, the philosophy of Ecclesiastes provides an objective ethic (or moral philosophy [6]) in The Summum Bonum, or “(Lat. for ‘highest good’), the ideal of human attainment” [7], as “Fear God, and keep his commandments: for this is the whole duty of man” (12:13).

The legitimacy of ascribing this particular ethical construct onto sacred scripture is considered by the learned Anglican divine Charles Bridges in the following: “[the main object of the book is] to bring out into clear view the chief good - the true happiness of man, in what it does not consist -not in the wisdom, pleasures, honours, and riches of the world - in what it does consist - the enjoyment and service of God..if we are living..in communion with Him, we shall realize this summum bonum..not including a particle of that which is worldly and carnal; but that which is holy, spiritual, and undefiled, and which in the writings of Solomon is but another word for religion” (Pg, XII-XIII) [8]. 

The first words of King Solomon, under the stylistic name of Qoheleth [9], is the repetitive thematic statement, describing the limitation of speculative inquiry and ethic outside of God, as “Vanity of Vanities” (v2).

In fact, the statement of “Vanity of Vanities” begins a poetic like diatribe of the limitations of humanity and its pursuit of the Summum outside of God; considering such things as labor (1:3-11), knowledge (1:13-18), pleasure (2:1-10), human frailty (3:18-21), oppression (4:1-3), envy (4:4), laziness (4:5), solitude (4:7-8), community (4:9-12), government (4:13-16), profit (5:9-17), desire (6:7-9), and ambition (6:10-12). The conclusion remains the same: “vanity and vexation of spirit” (2:26, 4:16, 6:9) and a final considering refrain of “Vanity of Vanities” (12:8).

Commenting on verse two of the first chapter, Charles Bridges notes: “repeatedly does Solomon remind us that the blessings of the creature, when used for the Glory of God, are lawful in themselves..but here lies the evil. Man buries his heart in their Vanity. He makes them his chief good” (pg 7).

Bridges on verse ten of the first chapter: “Look again at man in all his pleasures, pursuits, and changes of life. His intellect may be gratified, and his appetite for novelty supplied, in the multiplied new openings of science. But no new springs of vital happiness are opened to him. He is as far as ever from true rest. Our disappointed forefathers in bygone days never found it. We shall leave it to our children - a world of vexation [and]..shadow” (Pg 15).

In verses thirteen to eighteen of the first chapter, Solomon pointedly describes the limitation of inquiry: “I gave my heart to seek and search out by wisdom concerning all things that are done under heaven” (v13). “I communed with my mine own heart, saying, Lo, I am come to great estate, and have gotten more wisdom than all they that have been before me..yea, my heart had great experience of wisdom and knowledge” (v16).
His conclusion reads thus: “and I gave my heart to know wisdom, and to know madness and folly: I perceived that this also is vexation of spirit. For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow” (v17ff).

“[Solomon] sought to know wisdom as the rest of man - thus putting the gift in the place of the Giver. His range of inquiries reached to the opposite quarter..as if the knowledge of contraries would clear his mind…this path of wandering could only issue in the sober certainty of grief and sorrow..the soul that had wandered from God will search heaven and earth in vain for rest” (Bridges, pg 23)

After comparing and contrasting the limitations of inquiry and wisdom (2:12-16), Solomon thus turns towards hatred of life itself, hating these efforts, to only then realize that the efforts and their benefits, yet limited and temporal, are but a gift of God (2:17-26). It is when human efforts and benefits are seen for what they are, divinely given temporal gifts and not ends in of themselves, that they can be properly understood.

This hatred of life itself is often an inescapable result of the course of philosophy, as an intellectual discipline, seen practiced in the West; even the question determining the meaning of life has been reformulated from “what is most good?” to “what is meaning?” [10]. This is typically answered either in the negative or pursuing an inventive measure of wisdom and folly as a way to escape reason and experience.

Most importantly, and as Ecclesiastes shows, is that If these questions are attempted by the mere human (naturalism) rationalistic to sensualistic formulations then they have left us nothing but a redressing of Solomon's “Vanities” (1:10); for if they truly begin and end with ourselves, we are left with nothing but ourselves [11].

2. Life's Seasons: 

In chapter three, verses one to eight, we get a scope of experienced life in this world; expressed as different seasons. Just as our surroundings ebb and flow with the year, so do our circumstances, yet they have a harmony directed to them by God himself.

“All is constant motion. And yet all these fluctuations are under absolute control. It is not a world of chance, or of fate. All events..all those voluntary actions, that seem to be in our own power, with their remotest contingencies - are overruled..a predetermined purpose, on which..everything depends. Of this purpose we know nothing” (Bridges, pg 48).

In verse eleven, there is a reason provided, to the illusive and transitory nature of time on this earth, as simply to be made as fitting, and so that no man may not only grasp this providence of God (aptly labeled “beautiful”) but be vexed and be distracted by this present temporary nature of life.

“Everything is suited to its appointed use and service..even evil, though in itself most revolting, yet by a wise exercise of Omnipotence, is overruled for good, and exhibits the beauty of Divine workmanship..He has put [into man] a vast desire to study..except that the field is so wide - the capacity so limited - life so short - our knowledge of the past so imperfect…much of [man's] work is begun in one age, and finished in another. [This is] necessarily imperfect…but when one part is compared with another -when..God's work is viewed as a whole - all is beauty and order” (Bridges, pg 67-68).

3. Nostalgia Considered

Coupled with the previous thought is the one expressed in the tenth verse, of the seventh chapter, of the book. It's context is a series of Proverbs as applied to life in an temporal world. Yes, it is vain and inescapable, if it is treated as a pursuit of temporal ends, but its reality continues to be tensioned by the reality of God.

The previous three verses establishes that times of oppression often drives the wise to madness and impatientence; the end is valued more than the beginning.

This is seen as the same as valuing patience over haste, for haste often leads to anger, and anger is the characteristic of the fool; thus, in the tenth verse, to look back and conclude that the beginning was better, the good old days, than now, is to value what was once the source of madness and such is the essence of nostalgia.

“Present days are a felt reality. Under the pressure [of them] it is natural [to believe this]...the eras of civilization, and extended religion, are better than the barbarous and unlightened ages. This would suggest the legitimate application of the enquiry. But [this] rebuke is evidently directed against that dissatisfied spirit, which puts aside our present blessings, exaggerates our evils, and reflects upon the government of God as full of inequalities, and upon his providence, in having cast us in such evil times” (Bridges, pg 149).

4. Limitations of Wisdom 

Continuing in chapter seven, particularly verses fifteen through eighteen, amongst Solomon's discourse of the continued virtues of wisdom, he, in an expression of astonishment (v15), notes that righteousness does not always preserve, think ahead, nor does evil always limit one's lifetime.

From this, he goes on to give forth the following wisdom: avoid being overly scrupulous nor consider yourself overly wise - that this has a high potential to ruin oneself - having vices and acting foolish is to be avoided as well - this has the potential to quickly end your life - and finally, that grasping the limitations of wisdom is a good thing, worth holding as a principle; for to fear God is to balance these things.

“[Here is a] caution against ‘the vain affectation of [righteousness]’...religion [being] made to consist mainly in externals..Christian duties are pressed beyond their due proportion, interfering with immediate obligations, and making sins where God has not made them. Scrupulosity in matters indifferent takes the place of the free obedience of the Gospel…[overdoing is] superstition..’[a] misdirection of [godliness] - the exhausting of it in the vanity of man's devising’..our religion should be reasonable, consistent, uniform - not a matter of opinion, but of the heart” (Bridges, pg 164)

“Avoid all..high pretentions to superior wisdom. Guard against that opinionative confidence, which seems to lay down the law, and critically finds fault with every judgment differing from our own” (Bridges, pg 164)

“Never be satisfied with the standard of the world. Press onward in the path of the Bible..never shrink from the confession of principle. But do not court needless offense..any other religion is..cold..we must fully acknowledge the scriptural standard - religion of works, as well as words. It is fearful hypocrisy to profess the Gospel, and yet to restrain the full allegiance which our Divine Master claims at our hands; to seek a private walk, instead of the broad manifestation of godly exercise” (Bridges, pg 167).

5. The Guiding Principles of the Wise 

As for my last point, I will be considering the last four verses of chapter twelve; the last chapter in the book of Ecclesiastes. King Solomon, as Qoheleth, gives some final principles that characterize the wise: wise words are to be treated as securities given by many leaders under the direction of one shepherd, book making never ends and much study brings weariness, and gives the summary principle of the entire book; fearing God and keeping his commandments is the whole duty of man and that God will judge everything done, whether it was secret, good, or evil.

“The Prophets - Apostles - Preachers - Ministers of all ages..are separated as the Masters of assemblies..and upholding the visible glory of the Great Head and King [Jesus] in his Church..all acting by his Authority..all, serving in dependence upon his promised grace and blessings..Let me bow to their authority with the reverence of undisputing faith, and with the grateful acknowledgement of ready and unreserved obedience. Let the Bible satisfy me in all my disputations” (Bridges, pg 307).

“The mass of books accumulating is the best comment upon this verse. How many of them are utterly worthless! How small a proportion even of what is valuable can be read by one man! How many, written with much labor, are, probably, never read at all!” (Bridges, pg 308).

“These two points [Fear God and keep His commandments] - the Preacher pronounces to contain the whole duty of man - not his duty only - but his whole happiness and business - the total sum of all that concerns him - all that God requires of him - all that the Saviour enjoined - all that the Holy Spirit teaches and works in him…[Ecclesiastes] naturally ends with the winding up of our eventful history - the eternal destiny of every child of man. How solemn the stamp that it will give to..the blessedness of the fear and service of God! The day will unmask all. All things - now so inexplicable shall be made plain” (Bridges, pg 312).

Conclusion
 
“Beware lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of men, after the rudiments of the world, and not after Christ” - Colossians 2:8 

After reading through the Biblical text of Ecclesiastes; I have found myself humbled. I've articulated this as left feeling “dumb” and by that I mean my mouth has been “stopped” (Rom 3:19). Like Solomon, I have found myself wandering from opinion to opinion, philosophy to philosophy; but the difference being that of knowing more madness and folly than wisdom (Eccl 1:17). I spend most of my time researching and learning to only find that I know less than when I started (Eccl 1:18). I have set my heart on aesthetics only to find it empty (2:1-11).

Simply put; I recognize the vanity as my own. To read through this, and recognize this same process, and then, to see it all around me, makes one begin to grasp its meaning. To realize and recognize the depth of our need in our very own thinking; to renew our mind from worldliness or obscuring the mercies of Christ (Rom 12:1-3). To “Fear God and keep His commandments” is to recognize our inability to do so apart from Christ (Rom 3:20-26) and thus walk in faith; walk in wisdom (Rom 7:25, Eph 2:8-10).

“Some of [Ecclesiastes'] maxims have indeed been too hastily supposed to countenance Epicurean indulgence. Nay - even Voltaire..[has] desired to claim detached passages as favoring [his] skeptical philosophy. But ‘all of them’ - as Mr Scott observes - ‘admit of a sound and useful interpretation, when accurately investigated, and when the general scope of the book is attended to’..It is most important to study the Bible in the spirit of the Bible - to exercise a critical habit in a spiritual atmosphere..

Prayer, faith, humility, diligence, well-being, rest and satisfaction to minds exercised in the school of God..’we expect [to find] difficulties in [divine revelation]. They remind us of our own weakness and ignorance, and of Christ's power and wisdom. They send us to Him and to the Gospel” (Bridges, Pg V).

“In the day of prosperity be joyful, but in the day of adversity consider: God also hath set the one over against the other, to the end that man should find nothing after him” - Ecclesiastes 7:14 

This has often come to mind as of late concerning my own life under God's providence. I did not see myself where I am now, every day is a reminder of this, to thank God for every dispensation, and I can only simply ‘determine..not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified’ (1 Cor 2:2).

“Thus saith the LORD, Where is the bill of your mother's divorcement, whom I have put away? or which of my creditors is it to whom I have sold you? Behold, for your iniquities have ye sold yourselves, and for your transgressions is your mother put away” - Isaiah 50:1 

At best, nostalgia is a day dream of an imaginary promise and at worst distracts us from the beauty of today (Eccl 3:11). It's an all too familiar feeling. It's sweet, we get caught up in it, and we can easily linger in it. Before we know it; we find ourselves professing love for what once made us suffer, reasoning for suicide, and lusting after death.

Thank God for His love for His people as described in Isaiah; for it is only we that have forsaken and ignored God, and his promises, and rather it is God reclaiming us; a whore content in her own filth (Hos 2:23). Often I have been humbled in some of my previous attempts at the creative arts as I've become more aware of this tendency.

So let us, instead, look back, for recollection is crucial, and see that what made those fleeting moments meaningful, that often leave us more at a loss of words and images to describe, was both its place in God's providence and blessing of it (Eccl 6:2).

“Hast thou found honey? eat so much as is sufficient for thee, lest thou be filled therewith, and vomit it” - Proverbs 25:1 

This is balancing convictions, based upon the scriptures, and avoiding the temptation of a “cage stage” attitude. Has my desire been to further seek after a more consistent walk in the Lord (Ps 27:4) or has it been to appear holy (2 Tim 3:5, Luke 18:10-14)? This temptation is all too easy to fall prey to in discussion; especially those with differing views whether erroneous or correct (Prov 27:17).

“And there are also many other things which Jesus did, the which, if they should be written every one, I suppose that even the world itself could not contain the books that should be written. Amen” - John 21:25 

As I sit down to write and finish this, I am surrounded by books, and I continue to seek a better grasp of this. If for mere appearance or self righteousness (1 Cor 8:1); I have failed and these books are mere scraps of paper. Study is laborious and often frustrating; the true fruit therein is a better understanding of the grace of God, the mercies of Christ, the displays of providence attesting to the two, and our utter hopelessness without it.

“But these are written, that ye might believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God; and that believing ye might have life through his name” - John 20:31 

Footnotes:

1 - All scriptural references are from the Authorized Version (AV); otherwise known as the King James Version (KJV) 

2 - Pritchard, David R. ed. (1994) The American Heritage Dictionary. (3rd Edition). Dell Publishing. pg. 623.

3 - Wisdom = experimental application of the truths of God [alternatively, seek the more thorough definition and its scriptural usage, under the heading entitled “Wisdom” in the Tyndale Bible Dictionary, 2001] 

4 - American Heritage Dictionary. pg 623 

5 - Specifically compare 12:13 with Deuteronomy 6:2 

6 - “Moral Philosophy Definition & Meaning.” Merriam-Webster, Merriam-Webster, www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/moral%20philosophy. Accessed 13 Aug. 2024.

7 - Chisholm, Hugh, ed. (1911). "Summum Bonum" . Encyclopædia Britannica. Vol. 26 (11th ed.). Cambridge University Press. p. 81.

(See also Aquinas’ interaction with the concept as found in Cicero: Dinneen, M.F. (1909). "The Highest Good". In Herbermann, Charles (ed.). Catholic Encyclopedia. Vol. 6. New York: Robert Appleton Company and see the following article detailing how contemporary philosophy deals with this idea: Hursthouse, Rosalind and Glen Pettigrove, "Virtue Ethics", The Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy (Fall 2023 Edition), Edward N. Zalta & Uri Nodelman (eds.), URL = <https://plato.stanford.edu/archives/fall2023/entries/ethics-virtue/>. [Particularly sections 1, 2.1, 2.4, 3, and 4].) 

8 - Bridges, Charles. (1860). An Exposition of the Book of Ecclesiastes. Banner of Truth Trust (1960 reprint).

9 - or, as rendered in the KJV; “Preacher”.

10 - Metz, Thaddeus, "The Meaning of Life", The Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy (Fall 2023 Edition), Edward N. Zalta & Uri Nodelman (eds.), URL= <https://plato.stanford.edu/archives/fall2023/entries/life-meaning/>.

11 - Hills, Edward F., “The King James Version Defended”, (1956), Self-Published, [PDF File], accessed from https://archive.org/details/TheKingJamesVersionDefended/mode/1up [particularly Ch 2, sections 4 & 5]

Friday, May 3, 2024

Crap Shots 5 (2023)


I was considering the past year, considering my faults, considering improvements, considering torrential downpours and moments of self willed resistance, seeing the mirror half cracked, seeing myself only vaguely, seeing endless footpaths; most seemed dim and synthetic.

I saw half hearted grins and anxiously darted glances. I saw arrogance and articulated bias to comfort constituents. Vanity espoused and emotionally charged silence; prepared to pounce upon the one who speaks first. I only realized it when I saw it in myself; knowing well the bitter yet sweet taste of ignorance and self deception. 

Having bitten off the meat of self congratulation and the juice of fear running down the lips; I was disgusted by the unkempt performance. I realized cowardice has many forms and it's not always quiet. Fear is the mind killer; once said by a Sci-Fi man to the applause of the Machiavellian elite. 

You become what you loathe if you act out of anything but faith; yes, the right faith, and grace nonetheless. Bestowed though you've taken, mercy though you've stolen; merit while you were still yet thieves. 

Thus I considered this: a different path. One, wind swept and lonely, yet a path of a backroad with deep ditches and grass frayed on the edges of it. Something well worn yet abandoned. Unknown and uncertain of its depth is choice. An illusion? Perhaps. Motives flawed and intentions imperfect. 

Principle is often seen as offensive, uncomfortable, extreme, and entirely subjective. Yet we all have it. The real difference is who or what defines such a thing. Others around us? Our cultural surroundings? Our media that we consume? 

 ''The fear of man bringeth a snare:
but whoso putteth his trust in the Lord shall be safe'' 

- Proverbs 29:25

''For if any be a hearer of the word, and not a doer, he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a glass: for he beholdeth himself, and goeth his way, and straightway forgetteth what manner of man he was''

- James 1:23-24



2 Chronicles 32:31

"Howbeit in the business of the ambassadors of the princes of Babylon, who sent unto him to enquire of the wonder that was done in the land, God left him, to try him, that he might know all that was in his heart"




"Saturday, May 22d - It is now Saturday night, and I must prepare for the holy Sabbath. My Bible and Confession of Faith are my traveling companions, and precious friends have they been to me. I bless God for that glorious summary of Christian doctrine contained in our noble standards. It has cheered my soul in many a dark hour, and sustained me in many a desponding moment. I love to read it, and ponder carefully each proof text as I pass along"

- Benjamin M. Palmer, The Life and Letters of James Henley Thornwell (1875)


Psalm 21:1-7

"The king shall joy in thy strength, O LORD; and in thy salvation how greatly shall he rejoice! 

Thou hast given him his heart's desire, and hast not withholden the request of his lips. Selah. 

For thou preventest him with the blessings of goodness: thou settest a crown of pure gold on his head. 

He asked life of thee, and thou gavest it him, even length of days for ever and ever. 

His glory is great in thy salvation: honour and majesty hast thou laid upon him. 

For thou hast made him most blessed for ever: thou hast made him exceeding glad with thy countenance. 

For the king trusteth in the LORD, and through the mercy of the most High he shall not be moved"


"He had a word, too. Love, he called it. But I had been used to words for a long time. I knew that that word was like the others: just a shape to fill a lack; that when the right time came, you wouldn't need a word for that any more than for pride or fear....One day I was talking to Cora. She prayed for me because she believed I was blind to sin, wanting me to kneel and pray too, because people to whom sin is just a matter of words, to them salvation is just words too"

- William Faulkner, As I Lay Dying (1930)



"Great men are not born great, they grow great"
- Mario Puzo, The Godfather (1969)



"Q 102. What do we pray for in the second petition?

A. In the second petition (which is, Thy kingdom come) we pray, That Satan’s kingdom may be destroyed; and that the kingdom of grace may be advanced, ourselves and others brought into it, and kept in it; and that the kingdom of glory may be hastened.

(Psalm 68:1,18; Matthew 6:10; John 17:9,20; Romans 10:1; 2 Thessalonians 3:1; Revelation 12:10,11; Revelation 22:20)"

- The Westminster Assembly, The Westminster Shorter Catechism (1647)



"God will judge us not according to how much we endured, but how much we could love...

My wife and I were present at this congress. Sabina told me, "Richard, stand up and wash away this shame from the face of Christ! They are spitting in His face." I said to her, "If I do so, you lose your husband." She replied, "I don't wish to have a coward as a husband"

- Richard Wurmbrand, Tortured for Christ (1967)


"Sometimes I have loved the peacefulness of an ordinary Sunday. It is like standing in a newly planted garden after a warm rain. You can feel the silent and invisible life"

- Marilynne Robinson, Gilead (2004)



"The period which this Chapter covers witnessed the dawn of a revolution in Western worship – the introduction of musical instruments. As we saw in Volume One, the early Church did not use instruments in its worship, regarding them as Jewish or Pagan, but not part of the apostolic tradition of Christian worship"

- Nicholas R. Needham, 2,000 Years of Christ's Power Vol. 2: The Middle Ages (1998)





"Many Antifederalists additionally favored prohibiting Congress from disarming the people, warning that once the national government monopolized military force, it would rule supreme and the states would be destroyed"

- Michael J. Klarman, The Framers' Coup: The Making of the United States Constitution (2016)




"This is a grave. There is no honor here in broken tools and old bones, only in the deeds of our children"

- Mike Mignola, Hellboy, Vol. 6: Strange Places (2006)


"It is easy for us to multiply Ministers of the Gospel, but it is impossible for us to multiply such as are called of God" 

- James Henley Thornwell, The Collected Writings (1873)


"Middle age has inevitable disappointments. A time of reckoning"

- Lindsey Hilsum, In Extremis: The Life of War Correspondent Marie Colvin (2018)


"Historically Presbyterians had rejected written liturgies, the Westminster divines had made a conscious decision not to create a formal liturgy that would restrict their freedom in worship and for which they saw no warrant in Scripture, but they decided instead to write a simple directory that would give guidance to ministers in preparing their worship"

- Julius Melton, Presbyterian Worship in America (1967)


"Because of man’s sinful nature, God’s covenant people often stray from the truth. Men often pervert true religion by eliminating elements in it they find unpleasant. They also pervert it by adding their own ideas to it. This very tendency to corrupt true religion, by addition or subtraction, is why God warned Israel not to add to or subtract from His Word (Deut. 4:1-2).

This passage of Scripture, and others like it, forms the basis for the Protestant reformers’ doctrine of sola Scriptura. That is to say, THE BIBLE ALONE is the final authority in all matters of faith and practice" 

- Brian M. Schwertley, Sola Scriptura and the Regulative Principle of Worship (2000)






"If then the Westminster Confession is a part of our constitution, we are bound to abide by it, or rightfully to get it altered.  Ever since the solemn enactment under consideration, every new member or candidate for the ministry had been required to give his assent to this confession, as containing the system of doctrines taught in the word of God.  He assents not merely to absolutely essential and necessary articles of the gospel, but to the whole concatenated statement of doctrines contained in the Confession.  This, whether right or wrong, liberal or illiberal, is the constitutional and fundamental principle of our ecclesiastical compact" 

- Charles Hodge, Constitutional History of the Presbyterian Church in the United States of America (1851)


"Our age is so impressed with its own greatness, it is so intoxicated by its brilliant achievements in amassing material wealth and making physical discoveries that it esteems itself too highly. It tends to despise all that it has not itself discovered. It is too ready to receive the new because it is the new, and to throw away the old because it is old. Every age runs towards godlessness. Much of the new in our age is godless. Hence we are in danger of repudiating the best of our inheritance from the past. Hence, also our need of some good man with penetration and insight to discern between good and evil, with heroic boldness to warn us against an evil course"

~Thomas Cary Johnson, The Life and Letters of Robert Lewis Dabney (1903)

Saturday, January 7, 2023

Crap Shots 4 (2022)

Calendar dates, plans, facts, names, times..
They peel backwards like lead paint.
The details become lost. They are forgotten. 
Achievable goals become another thumb tack on the bulletin board. Your life summed up in a schedule. They want artificial commitment, superficial productivity; mechanisms of a manufactured life. 
Is it just discipline or self righteousness?
Is the people you encounter everyday figments of your own aspirations?
Are you ahead?
Flourishing?
Buzz words flashing across a digital screen; augmented Neon dully fizzling out and blinking like old light bulbs.
A reconstruction, a simulation; false memories screaming across the dead silence of night. 
Are you woke? 
Do you dully stare out your window every morning and wonder only about yourself?
Do you have a five year plan?
If not, why?
You have a degree?
If so, why?
A resolution or cultural prostitution?
Transformation, mandates, a year long plan. 
It's structured and customized. 
Clean and efficient. 
Expecting it to fit the unexpected. 
Forcing it upon the supernatural. 
Dulling the senses. 
Progress or sanctification?
A conception of self will?
Is it really planning ahead, self mastery, or tyranny of your own fate?


"What if I call on security?
That mean I'm calling on God for purity
I went and got me a therapist
I can debate on my theories and sharing it 
Consolidate all my comparisons
Humblin' up because time was imperative 
Started to feel like it's only one answer to everything, I don't know where it is.

Popping a bottle of Claritin 
Is it my head or my arrogance? 
Shaking and moving, like, what am I doing? I'm flipping my time through the Rolodex
Indulging myself and my life and my music, the world that I'm in is a cul-de-sac
The world that we in is just menacing, the demons portrayed religionous
I wake in the morning, another appointment, I hope the psychologist listenin'"

- Kendrick Lamar, United In Grief (2022)




"I need to be alone. I need to ponder my shame and my despair in seclusion; I need the sunshine and the paving stones of the streets without companions, without conversation, face to face with myself, with only the music of my heart for company"

- Henry Miller, Tropic of Cancer (1934)



"It is a painful thing to say to oneself: by choosing one road I am turning my back on a thousand others. Everything is interesting; everything might be useful; everything attracts and charms a noble mind; but death is before us; mind and matter make their demands; willy-nilly we must submit and rest content as to things that time and wisdom deny us, with a glance of sympathy which is another act of our homage to the truth"

- Antonin Sertillanges, The Intellectual Life: Its Spirit, Conditions, Methods (1921)


"Father's rule had been 'Question everything, take nothing for granted,' and I never outlived it, and I would suggest it be made the motto of a world journalists' association.”

— George Seldes, Witness to a Century: Encounters with the Noted, the Notorious, and the Three SOBs (1987)


"Above all, don't lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And having no respect he ceases to love"

- Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov (1879)




"We are scattered, stunned; the remnant of heart left alive is filled with brotherly hate... Whose fault? Everybody blamed somebody else. Only the dead heroes left stiff and stark on the battlefield escape"

- Mary Chesnut, Mary Chesnut's Civil War (1981)



"[I]f the supreme magistrate does not keep his pledged word, and fails to administer the realm according to his promise, then the realm, or the ephors and the leading men in its name, is the punisher of this violation and broken trust. It is then conceded to the people to change and annul the earlier form of its polity and commonwealth, and to constitute a new one"

- Johannes Althusius, Politica (1603)



"The products Christians consume shape the faith they inhabit. Today, what it means to be a “conservative evangelical” is as much about culture as it is about theology"

- Kristin Kobes Du Mez, Jesus and John Wayne: How White Evangelicals Corrupted a Faith and Fractured a Nation (2020)


"Authority does not authenticate my person. Authority is not a privilege to be exploited to build up my ego. Authority is a responsibility to be borne for the benefit of others without regard for oneself. This alone is the Christian view" 

- John Piper, Recovering Biblical Manhood and Womanhood: A Response to Evangelical Feminism (1991)


"Richard Hayes observes, “the New Testament calls those with power and privilege to surrender it for the sake of the weak …. It is husbands (not wives) who are called to emulate Christ’s example of giving themselves up in obedience for the sake of the other (Eph. 5:25) …. [Interpreting this] as though it somehow warranted a husband’s domination or physical abuse of his wife can only be regarded as a bizarre—indeed, blasphemous—misreading. . . . The followers of Jesus—men and women alike—must read the New Testament as a call to renounce violence and coercion"

- Ronald W. Pierce and Rebecca Merrill Groothius, Discovering Biblical Equality: Complimentary Without Hierarchy (2004)



"Are the women in your church the only ones learning about submission? Or is submission taught, as Andrew Bartlett has helpfully defined it, as “the heart of Christ-centered gospel living”

- Aimee Byrd, Recovering from Biblical Manhood and Womanhood (2020)


"Men have authority, and as go the men, so go the women and children. Yet we are facing a crisis of masculinity in the church. Men have failed to lead, including our pastors, and now our women are acting like men and our men like women. To recover from this crisis of masculinity, we must start with God the Father. We must start with worship. Christianity has a masculine message of a husband who laid down His life for His bride. But we have an effeminate church preaching an effeminate gospel, proclaiming Jesus as Savior while ignoring His command for male rule in His kingdom" 

- Zachary Garris, Masculine Christianity (2020)



"Radically ordinary hospitality does not simply flow from the day-to-day interests of the household. You must prepare spiritually. The Bible calls spiritual preparation warfare. Radically ordinary hospitality is indeed spiritual warfare"

- Rosaria Champagne Butterfield, The Gospel Comes with a House Key: Practicing Radically Ordinary Hospitality in Our Post-Christian World (2018)




"Arbitrary governing hath no alliance with God"

- Samuel Rutherford, Lex, Rex (1644)



"The healthy Christian is not necessarily the extrovert, ebullient Christian, but the Christian who has a sense of God's presence stamped deep on his soul, who trembles at God's word, who lets it dwell in him richly by constant meditation upon it, and who tests and reforms his life daily in response to it"

- J.I. Packer, A Quest for Godliness: The Puritan Vision of the Christian Life (1990)


"Much of this behavior grew out of his faith, his desire to be uncompromisingly truthful at all times, and his very particular sense of Christian courtesy. He explained his refusal to voice disapproval of others by saying, “It is quite contrary to my nature to keep silence where I cannot but disapprove. Indeed I may as well confess that it would often give me real satisfaction to express just what I feel, but this would be to disobey the divine precept [judge not lest ye be judged]"

- S.C. Gwynne, Rebel Yell: The Violence, Passion, and Redemption of Stonewall Jackson (2014)




"That belief in Christ is to some a matter of life and death has been a stumbling block for readers who would prefer to think it a matter of no great consequence"

- Flannery O'Connor, Wise Blood (1952)




"Hitler was “someone seduced by himself,” someone who was so inseparable from his words “that a measure of authenticity flowed over the audience even when he was telling obvious lies"

- Volker Ullrich, Hitler: Ascent, 1889-1939 (2016)


"Be adored among men,
God, three-numberéd form;
Wring thy rebel, dogged in den,
Man's malice, with wrecking and storm.
Beyond saying sweet, past telling of tongue,
Thou art lightning and love, I found it, a winter and warm;
Father and fondler of heart thou hast wrung:
Hast thy dark descending and most art merciful then" 

- Gerard Manley Hopkins, Poems and Prose (1953)



"Victor Klemperer, who had escaped the February inferno in Dresden with his wife by fleeing to Bavaria, noted: “Now everyone here was always an enemy of the party. If only they really had always been that…The Third Reich has been practically forgotten.” Twelve years previously, the opposite had been the case, as Friedrich Kellner recalled all too well. When Hitler had come to power in early 1933, he wrote, many Germans had tried to prove “with the most threadbare arguments” that they had “always been National Socialists.”

- Volker Ullrich, Hitler: Downfall: 1939-1945 (2020)



"Is it not possible that one reason for the spiritual weakness of the church is her failure to honor God on the Lord’s day? Is it not possible that one reason our churches are not more effective in reaching the lost is because we are not practicing the Sabbath-keeping that brings us victory? Could this be true of us as individuals as well? Is it not possible that you continue to fall under the dominion of some particular sin because you have refused to sanctify God’s day in your heart? We lack victory because we have failed to recognize and utilize one of the God-given means of victory, while those who keep the Sabbath have victory"

- Joseph A. Pipa Jr, The Lord's Day (1997)



"It is not that man overcomes his estrangement as his soul deals directly with God in some sort of mystical experience. Rather, Jesus the stranger condescends to fallen man. This means that man’s redemption is inextricably bound with redemptive history, as God has progressively revealed Himself in covenant to His corporate people, culminating in His revelation in Christ. Knowledge of God is openly revealed in the concrete events of redemptive history in God’s condescension to His fallen creatures"

- J.V. Fesko, Word, Water, and Spirit: A Reformed Perspective on Baptism (2013)



"If Christ loved the weak believer to the extent of laying down his life for his salvation, how alien to the demands of this love is the refusal on the part of the strong to forego the use of a certain article of food [or anything else] when the religious interests of the one for whom Christ died are thereby imperiled! It is the contrast between what the extreme sacrifice of Christ exemplified and the paltry demand devolving upon us that accentuates the meanness of our attitude when we discard the interests of a weak brother. And since the death of Christ as the price of redemption for all believers is the bond uniting them in fellowship, how contradictory is any behavior that is not patterned after the love which Christ’s death exhibited"

- John Murray, Epistle to the Romans (1960)


"He felt his hunger no longer as a pain but as a tide. He felt it rising in himself through time and darkness, rising through the centuries, and he knew that it rose in a line of men whose lives were chosen to sustain it, who would wander in the world, strangers from that violent country where the silence is never broken except to shout the truth. He felt it building from the blood of Abel to his own, rising and spreading in the night, a red-gold tree of fire ascended as if it would consume the darkness in one tremendous burst of flame. The boy’s breath went out to meet it. He knew that this was the fire that had encircled Daniel, that had raised Elijah from the earth, that had spoken to Moses and would in the instant speak to him. He threw himself to the ground and with his face against the dirt of the grave, he heard the command. GO WARN THE CHILDREN OF GOD OF THE TERRIBLE SPEED OF MERCY. The words were as silent as seed opening one at a time in his blood"

- Flannery O'Connor, The Violent Bear It Away (1960)


"No one can travel so far that he does not make some progress each day. So let us never give up. Then we shall move forward daily in the Lord's way. And let us never despair because of our limited success. Even though it is so much less than we would like, our labor is not wasted when today is better than yesterday" 

- John Calvin, Institutes of the Christian Religion (1559)



"Our superintendence in instruction and discipline is the office of the Word, from whom we learn frugality and humility, and all that pertains to love of truth, love of humanity, and love of excellence. And so, in a word, being assimilated to God by participation in moral excellence, we must not retrograde into carelessness and sloth. But labor, and faint not" 

- Clement of Alexandria, The Instructor (198 AD)